Curhat Colongan, Music

EASIER TO RUN

It’s
easier to run
Replacing
this pain with something numb
It’s
so much easier to go
then face all this pain here all alone

Something
has been taken from deep inside of me
A
secret I’ve kept locked away no one could never see
Wounds
so deep they never show, they never go away
Like
moving pictures in my head, For years and years they’ve played

If
I could change I would
Take
back the pain I would
Retrace
every wrong move that I made I would
If I could Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could Stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave

It’s
easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
it’s so much easier to go
then face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes
I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And
never moving forward so there would never be a past

If
I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame into the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave

Just
washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
It’s so much simpler than change

It’s
easier to run
Replacing
this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Then face all this pain here all alone

It’s
easier to run

If
I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made

It’s
easier to go

If
I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could Stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame
To the grave

(EASIER TO RUN – LINKIN’
PARK)

….Sometimes,…
it’s so much easier to run and hide…

… I
just wanna just run and hide…

trying to forget …
… already
tired for that, GOD …

Curhat Colongan, Seputar Kedodolan

First Day of Working

Huuaaahh… Back to REALITY setelah dua minggu gue rasa mimpi pulang mudik. It’s really really a good holiday. Ga dikejer-kejer deadline, klien yang bawel, diomelin sana sini… Aduh, tenang banget dech rasanya… Hari ini hari pertama masuk kerja lagi. Pagi-pagi si meneer klien gue itu udah telefon, nanya perkembangan kasus di Mabes Polri ma MA. Plisssss dech.. belum juga minal aidin wal faizin ma orang-orang kantor… Sayang ga bisa jutek, ntar kantor gue ga dapet kerjaan lagi.. hehehehe
Setelah kejadian yang ngenakin di kantor sepanjang ramadhan kemaren (yang bikin puasa gue kayaknya tinggal laper ma haus doang udah ga ada pahalanya lagi…), suasana kantor sekarang udah rada mendingan dech. Teteup seh tadi pas doi dateng sisa-sisa arogantnya masih ada… Yah, kita-kita cuma bisa ngedumel dalam hati ….*****FAKE!!!*****
Biar pun udah kayak gitu ga bakal mengundurkan niat gue untuk cabut dari kantor ini…
CAN’T STAND IT ANY LONGER!!!!!